well... 1st things 1st.
Thank God that He answered all my prayers & more! :)
will just have to get through my exams on the 5th of Dec & its time to pack after that!
handling visa matters/studies is definitely not easy!
let's just say that sth has to take a backseat for now & its definitely not any of the 2 above! ;)

2010년 10월 27일 수요일
2010년 10월 9일 토요일
tick tock.. tick tock..
and so, with the exams looming in just 2 months time, i so need to start intensive revision. weekends make for good studying time, though albeit short. would love to put in more hours during the weekdays, but somehow, work + study just doesn't cut it for me. sigh..
many of my best buds have moved on, at a much faster pace than me.. though i did start earlier. i suppose its a case of slow & steady wins the race. hopefully my turn will come soon! at the time that i want it to come. am faced with 2 very attractive yet different choices & i've no idea which one i should choose. part of me just wants God to close doors that should be closed & open those that should be opened. but the other side of me wants to have choices.. well, just to say that i've got a choice. human nature is as such.
soon soon.. i can feel it.. i just have to be patient.. n i do need to learn patience. for it is not one of my best virtues.
many of my best buds have moved on, at a much faster pace than me.. though i did start earlier. i suppose its a case of slow & steady wins the race. hopefully my turn will come soon! at the time that i want it to come. am faced with 2 very attractive yet different choices & i've no idea which one i should choose. part of me just wants God to close doors that should be closed & open those that should be opened. but the other side of me wants to have choices.. well, just to say that i've got a choice. human nature is as such.
soon soon.. i can feel it.. i just have to be patient.. n i do need to learn patience. for it is not one of my best virtues.
2010년 9월 30일 목요일
prison break
한국이 넘 그립다
여유가 있는 시대 넘 그립다
다시 돌어갈 수 있을 까?
도망하고 싶다
떠나고 싶다는 말이다
인생 왜 그렇게 복잡하는 냐?
도대체 왜?!
ㅠㅜㅠㅜㅠㅜ
2010년 9월 29일 수요일
2010년 9월 25일 토요일
2010년 9월 24일 금요일
ambivalence
so, nothing's really been confirmed yet. i would like to say that it has, but nope, nothing's been set in stone. well, the best is yet to be. n i trust that it'll be so! do have an appt set up next week, though its something that i'm not really interested in, can't hurt to try i suppose.
have not really been in the mood to work for quite sometime now. although i haven't really been working my ass off. haha. i suppose this is what happens once you get past the stage of not caring. some ppl just seem very motivated. too motivated i would say. but whatever for? it has gone beyond my comprehension.
would like to clear the exams & hopefully get a nice relaxing holiday (read: winter holiday) before i start the next phase in somewhere great!
meanwhile, as always, its time to countdown to the weekend...
have not really been in the mood to work for quite sometime now. although i haven't really been working my ass off. haha. i suppose this is what happens once you get past the stage of not caring. some ppl just seem very motivated. too motivated i would say. but whatever for? it has gone beyond my comprehension.
would like to clear the exams & hopefully get a nice relaxing holiday (read: winter holiday) before i start the next phase in somewhere great!
meanwhile, as always, its time to countdown to the weekend...
2010년 9월 13일 월요일
does this mean i get to go?
would be nice if everything fell into place just how i want it to.. :)
that tingly feeling of excitement, but yet a slight fear mixed with trepidation.. the potential in the what ifs & what could have beens..
a new start to everything in the new year.
sounds pretty good to me alright. :)
we shall see..
i'm quite confident that the weeks ahead are gonna be very exciting indeed.
that tingly feeling of excitement, but yet a slight fear mixed with trepidation.. the potential in the what ifs & what could have beens..
a new start to everything in the new year.
sounds pretty good to me alright. :)
we shall see..
i'm quite confident that the weeks ahead are gonna be very exciting indeed.
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